Once upon a time when this sky looked blue, life was worth living or you can say the time when every piece of the puzzle fitted perfectly and lead to a complete picture. Yes the time I am talking about is gone now but how evanescent that moments look now but I can’t stop myself going into the memory lane, reading each and every memoir that was there. The time seems long gone but the my heart feels it was yesterday when I was in a love with a girl of my dreams. Yes she was the one whom we call the unicorn, she was the angel of my fairytale but as you know forever is only in books which tag of fiction on it, my life also moved on. That was the time when ramblings of mind and heart coincided on the same person and after that it is my mind that has always got better of me. I am not a fighter type of guy, a hopeless lover is what people close to me call me and somehow I never challenge. The silhouettes of the angel’s afterglow somehow showed in my tussle with words and many say that it made me better at words. Although I like this thought but she was a girl with very few words, her silence always did the talking and writer in me understood how silence overpower the most well-intentioned words. Just a rambling and scribbling of heart that says IT WAS ALWAYS YOU..
IT WAS ALWAYS YOU
As I got up from the world of dreams..
The morning azure.. the world so pure
Beneath the emotions lies an answer.
An answer that i could never decipher..
U don’t always get what you want..
You run away from that reality..
Just to find something new..
As i did today and found an answer that says IT WAS ALWAYS YOU..
On those long dark cold nights..
A question that stirred up my mind..
The heart knew that thing..
Those memoirs joined by strings..
We always try for what we want..
Sometimes we get love or at times joy in lieu..
I did the same that night.. got a question that say why IT WAS ALWAYS YOU..
Sitting on that same bench, right under that tree..
I noticed a couple pass me..
They left me with an emotion..
A dilemma rather than a question..
I pictured a faint me and distant you in the couple.
And to pacify me, that wind blew..
I had a dilemma that day saying to me how IT WAS ALWAYS YOU..
Penning my words down..
Staining white canvas with ink, for others
and emotions for me and you..
The fresh start always eluded me..
Love and joy passed by..
My mind took over and told me that it is not worth waiting for..
The words got the better of me..
That question was answered as the time flew..
And then I knew again..IT WAS ALWAYS YOU
The words have become few but experiences have increased exponentially. The time has become scarce but the moments to write upon has increased. The corporate slaves are not paid for things they like but for things they hate. Words may have taken a back seat but I am only good at giving words to my feelings and hence my way of making people feel special by weaving magic through words will continue…
Note: fictions are all mine, stories are all yours